I believe I was considered Superman most of my life. Not that I was a super woman, as I have faults, but I solved every problem for everyone around me. Need Underwear? No worries, I got it. Need a shoulder … Continue reading The Ability to Say “No” After Marital Separation
It has been almost one year and I still shake my head that my husband and partner of 30 years could commit the most heinous marital crime; Infidelity. For myself, this journey has been the worst experience in my life. … Continue reading Life After Infidelity. The 10 Things I’ve Learned.
I have had numerous conversations today and received many messages of love and support. Again, I’m up thinking about life, but I never think about what could have been anymore. I think of what I need to do to put … Continue reading I Don’t Want Your Pity
Famous last words from a spouse who doesn’t understand the repercussions of destroying a marriage. It’s 4:30AM, I haven’t slept a wink yet. I am at peace, yet I feel I have to write this out to put my thoughts … Continue reading Why Are You Doing This To Me?
I have cluster headaches. They are daily, they come go as my mind wanders, and they completely screw me up mentally. Today, I have a huge headache and I’m walking around like a zombie. Again, the mountain of disappointment continues … Continue reading Just A Fool For Believing
I have always loved being alone. I remember as a young girl playing Barbies for hours and not needing anyone else to join in. I was perfectly fine being the voice for all twelve Barbies. I remember walking to school … Continue reading The Fear of Abandonment