Famous last words from a spouse who doesn’t understand the repercussions of destroying a marriage. It’s 4:30AM, I haven’t slept a wink yet. I am at peace, yet I feel I have to write this out to put my thoughts … Continue reading Why Are You Doing This To Me?
I have cluster headaches. They are daily, they come go as my mind wanders, and they completely screw me up mentally. Today, I have a huge headache and I’m walking around like a zombie. Again, the mountain of disappointment continues … Continue reading Just A Fool For Believing
I’ve been having a boatload of anxiety attacks since D-day. Every month they escalate where breathing and meditation doesn’t work for me in the moment. I’m very methodical in everything I do. I realized during therapy, that when relate my … Continue reading Anxiety Attacks During Marital Separation
I have always loved being alone. I remember as a young girl playing Barbies for hours and not needing anyone else to join in. I was perfectly fine being the voice for all twelve Barbies. I remember walking to school … Continue reading The Fear of Abandonment
Ah, we move to the next stage of our separation. The time to talk turkey between two lawyers, who are unaware of the depth of our 30-year relationship of the past and where it is today. It’s ok though. This … Continue reading Divorce Life is but a Dream
My weekend was nice. I went to a friend’s 50th. Typically, I’d go with my husband, but since he’s off in Ottawa living his dream, I had to go alone. I arrived, I gave my card, I had one drink, … Continue reading The Continuing Saga of a Betrayed Woman