It has been almost one year and I still shake my head that my husband and partner of 30 years could commit the most heinous marital crime; Infidelity. For myself, this journey has been the worst experience in my life. … Continue reading Life After Infidelity. The 10 Things I’ve Learned.
I have had numerous conversations today and received many messages of love and support. Again, I’m up thinking about life, but I never think about what could have been anymore. I think of what I need to do to put … Continue reading I Don’t Want Your Pity
I have cluster headaches. They are daily, they come go as my mind wanders, and they completely screw me up mentally. Today, I have a huge headache and I’m walking around like a zombie. Again, the mountain of disappointment continues … Continue reading Just A Fool For Believing
I have always loved being alone. I remember as a young girl playing Barbies for hours and not needing anyone else to join in. I was perfectly fine being the voice for all twelve Barbies. I remember walking to school … Continue reading The Fear of Abandonment
Ah, we move to the next stage of our separation. The time to talk turkey between two lawyers, who are unaware of the depth of our 30-year relationship of the past and where it is today. It’s ok though. This … Continue reading Divorce Life is but a Dream
Yes, I have my moments, but being single really isn’t a lonely place to be! “How are you tonight, Mom?” my daughter asks me while driving to see her boyfriend East of Toronto. “Well I’m alone after having dinner with … Continue reading It’s Not Lonely Being Single